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Welcome to LOLA 21 JAN.92
Thursday, January 19, 2012Y
No one ll remember this day

I can bet 100% no one ll remember tomorrow...except for my family but i doubt that too

Why do I always have to face all these miseries again and again why.??
Where did all my prayers went??
When it is gonna be heard.??

Why does the GoD like to play around my feelings...One day all the good things ll come to me and gone all the next day...
Why do I have to cry always because of this.??
When I thought my life is gonna change at least a little I know there must be something wrong and yea it is indeed...

I can forget about all my wishes and hopes...They will never never ever come true...I promise I ll never wish or hope for anything because everything in the world is fake...to live in this REALITY world is really harsh...
I just realised I couldn't be myself anymore after the incident..like I have no hope of being myself anymore...In fact I forgot how I used to be the cheerful and not taking everything serious me anymore...I forgot how to laugh and joke around anymore..I really forgot how to..If there is anyone that ll ever realised my changes I hope well I only have hope on this Please help me to be my old self again please.?

heart blue w/ glitter 9:32 PM