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Welcome to LOLA 21 JAN.92
Sunday, January 1, 2012Y
I Wanna Just DIE

I CAN'T HOLD ON TO IT ANYMORE.!!

There is time where I felt I don't longer know who I am anymore..
I lost so many friends last year..and poof I felt I have lost practically everyone.
Sometimes, I feel that no one that actually cares for me anymore..
And I am always faking my feelings these days when hanging out with friends..
I know I am not that kind of person..I always thought I am the outgoing person...not really that hyper but at least I could still mix around..but now I am just so reluctant to socialize and love to isolate myself..
I got the feelings that everyone is trying to avoid me and doesn't like to come to me thinking I am the arrogant type of girl..Seriously am I really that horrible..and am I not likable..??

I guess I just need time to get over all the feelings I developed last year..I am still hoping for that special some one to help me overcome all the depressions I am having.
I could only say this now NO ONE TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME..NO ONE

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