Welcome to LOLA 21 JAN.92

Name:lola elaura
age:18 soon to 19
school:ACS FOREVER
others:i m tall..!XD
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I GOT THE ANSWER

Yea..i sort of knew the answer already though i didn't ask you nor you know I was hoping for an answer from you..

Saw your status..yea i can basically make assumptions that you haven't got over your 1st love yet..?
When you said you *Miss 2010 and want 2009 again* are you hinting her??
And when you posted the video by *JJ LIN~I Still Love Her* are you trying to let her know that you still want her??

So i guess,there ll be no hope for me anymore right.?
I am never an important person in your life..all these while I was just over thinking...maybe I am just one of many of your friends except maybe I am a closer one..
Anyway I am glad that I can finally end my 2011 without worrying with everything that has bothered me the whole year..
THAT 2 idiots I could finally get over of them...

and THANK YOU to both of you for opening up my eyes so I could see what a real man is outside there..YOU GUYS had really made my life miserable enough.!!and I certainly do not one to face the same from tomorrow onwards..I AM EFF-ing SERIOUS ABOUT IT.!!!!

CONFUSE
I truthfully,seriously,like eff-ing seriously am CONFUSE with this feeling I am having right now..
=((

I just don't get it...Do you even have feelings for me??Why are you treating me in a way where I got so confuse thinking whether you have fallen for me..??
Well this time although I still has this little feelings for you I would never never ever gonna make the 1st move again.!Of course I don't wanna face another harsh rejection.I HATE REJECTIONS.!BECAUSE REJECTIONS HURT.!

But people says "If you LOVE someone,you say it right then,OUT LOUD.Otherwise the moment just passes you by.."
I DID~and I got myself into a deep MISERABLE period of my life..SIGH
and worst still that was my 1st confess and it failed..free scar for me or shall I say scars...a deep one indeed =((

I told my friends about it..they were surprised that I didn't get over you despite all the pains you gave me making me miserable for quite a period..
I just couldn't answer them...DEEP INSIDE I know I still has this feelings for you...Maybe because you're just way too special for me that i just couldn't forget you..I couldn't let go of you..like I still want you to be a part of me..you have always been by my side through some of the journey of my life.not for long but still you had been always be there for me to listen to my crappy stories,stories that have nothing to do with you but yet you listened and did try to understand my situations and solved whatever you can to lessen my sadness..YOU DID
Ever since then,you have became an IMPORTANT person to me..So how could I forget you..IS JUST TOO IMPOSSIBLE you know

However,I still wanna know your feelings towards me..are you just being nice or are you just treating me nice because you are just trying to be helpful and friendly...who knows maybe you're doing the same thing to all your GIRL FRIENDS..

Sometimes I guess I was just thinking too much...It ll be a totally dumb stuff for me to think that you have fallen for me right?RIGHT??I know guy like you ll never fall for me..LIKE WHO LL EVEN FALL FOR ME..I am just a fat ugly ELAURA that ll always be fat and ugly...A GIRL THAT NO GUY LL EVER WANNA DATE..!!!

Is not that I have no confidence in myself..I am just saying the facts..I just don't wanna be pathetic and making myself miserable..
I hope you ll get this message without me saying anything..and I hope you don't see this either..
=/

HEY SUPP BLOG.!

For the 1st time in my life that i wish no one would actually cares about me..Here is the only place where I could write everything without anyone acknowledging.Well I hope no one stops by because I am gonna crap a lot and just write everything I have in mind~

I ll just go straight to the point...Seriously it is really nice to play around people's feelings..?like especially mine.??I know maybe I got the face or something written on my face saying "Please Use Me then DUMP me Aside" IT IS SO??

Well 2 guys did
1st guy played around my feelings for nearly 4 months
2nd guy had really making me confuse about my feelings

Well what i wanna say is if I don't clarify those feelings I have by the end of this year..I guess that it is..I wont bring it forward next year..
I ll get over you both..THE END~

Merry Gonna End Christmas.!!
Had a great Christmas this year with cousins..!!though I was hoping for a date..but I guess I ll have to wait for another year again..~forever alone~

Today I guess I kept my promise to stick on my strict diet.??i had heavy lunch but I only had 2 pieces of bread and soup for dinner..so I guess it ain't gonna ruin my whole dieting process right??I didn't ate much right hahaha..

and I am starting to confuse about my looks...CAN I KNOW WHY I LOOK UGLY IN REALITY BUT KINDA GOOD LOOKING IN SOME PICTURES except for candid I look the ugliest in candid.!(super mad) ??? gahhh...face problem!
anyway tata and good night xD

I AM BACK.!

After a year right.??OMG I almost forgotten that i actually have a blog..(ok that's lame)..I abandoned my blog like seriously abandoned it like for a year already and time passes so fast that STPM had ended.!(yoohoo)..that's it high school life ended too...

OK here comes the main point..
The only reason why i return is to do the normal stuff i ll always do..~DIETING~
I ALWAYS FAIL DIETING..like for every attempts i fail to achieve my aim and never get to reach my ideal body weight...DAMN SAPAI(failure)

I just have to write this just have to..if i dont i just dont feel like i am actually doing something about dieting and exercising..(and because i know nobody will read this and nobody knows xD )

MY EVERY YEAR RESOLUTION~never change which is to lose weight..nothing else~

OK OK back to the main thing
~few days ago I made a bet with my friend,the bet is to see who ll be able to lose the most weight before CNY..and of course i suggested it..and because of that I am so determined that I must win this bet...xD

so to start everything 1st I must look up for my Idol
and she is no other than U-EE (she ll be forever my favorite!!)


why U-EE.?
first of all i felt we shared many similarities
-we both have round face
-we both are athletics
-we both are tall
-we both have amazing hot legs (xD)
-we have long hairs.??(haha)
anyway there is a lot I love about her..so i want to be just like her...only if i could be as beautiful as her. =(((

so now 2nd thing
EXERCISE PLAN.!!
recently, I found a very interesting exercise routine in youtube by trainer TIFFANY ROTHE.I find her exercise routine is really effective and super challenging so I was so tempted to give it a try since i saw many positive feedback from her page..=P
maybe i could lose a lot from her workouts anyway cross fingers i could hang on there as long as possible until i achieve the results i have always wanted.(can't wait to see how i look when i am slim~)

and this is the schedule she recommended

T I F F A N Y R O T H E W O R K O U T S

RECOMMENDED SCHEDULE:

MON-

1. Hot body warmup

2. 10 minute booty shaking workout

3. Upper body workout

4. Burn baby burn biceps

5. Beautiful Boody workout

6. Flat, sexy abs

TUES-

1. Hot body warmup

2. Boxer Babe

3. Chiseled Chair Challenge

4. Bikini Abs Workout

5. Boob lift, tummy tuck

6. Stretch, Meditation and Gratitude

WED-

1. Hot body warmup

2. Get your Sexy Back

3. Mountain Climber

4. Butt like a Brazilian

5. 5 minute Saggy Butt Solution (available on download only) if you don't have it do Sexy Sensational Shoulders.

6. Flat, sexy abs

THUR-

1. Hot body warmup

2. Sexy Summer Workout

3. Small waist,tight but, thin thigh workout

4. Ballerina Beauty

5. No more flabby arms

6.. Boobs up, tummy down (chest and ab workout)

7. Strech, meditation, Gratitude

FRI-

1. Hot body warmup

2. Boxer Babe

3 Sexy, sensational shoulders

4. Ballerina Legs

5. 5 minute Saggy Butt Solution (skip this if you do not have it)

5. Bikini Abs Workout

6. Slow, sexy abs

SAT-

1. Hot body warmup

2. 10 minute Booty Shaking Workout

3..Mountain Climber

4. Boxer Babe

5. .Butt like a Brazilian

6. Beautiful Booty

7. Stretch, meditation and gratitude.

SO...now that I have my idol to look upon and my diet plan to follow
now is time to reveal what is my aim
kay my aim is to lose at least 1.5 kg well is just at least...as long i get to lose some weight 0.5 kg is also enough =)

and and i really hope i could fit into a dress...MY 2012 resolution is to be able to flaunt my beautiful figure in a beautiful dress...well I might change it again later because I know that resolution is just a plain crap...as usual lahhh hahahaha

so so what am I waiting for now...I CAN'T WAIT TO LOSE ALL THOSE STUBBORN FAT THAT HAS BEEN HUGGING ON ME FOR SO LONG...= DDD