Saturday, October 9, 2010Y
THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I TURN 24
WHAT DO U SEE WHENEVER U LOOK INTO THE MIRROR??(an image of yourself duh..!)
BUT IS THAT THE LOOK U HAVE ALWAYS WANTED??
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE LOOK THAT U DON'T THINK YOU NEED A MAJOR MAKEOVER??
ASK YOURSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN...!
BEFORE I PROCEED AGAIN I JUST WANNA REMIND U
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH UR CANDID SHOT THAT WERE TAKEN BY SOME FRIENDS OF URS??
DO U LOOK GREAT OR DO LOOK SHITTY IN IT??
EVER THOUGHT THAT U LL LOOK FABULOUS IF UR FACE IS V-SHAPED??
WAIT CAN U EVEN ACHIEVE THAT..?
LET ME FRANKLY TELL U THIS NOW...I MYSELF DO NOT KNOW IT EITHER...
yes but i can tell u that i have no self esteem and i hate the way i look whenever i stare into the mirror to have a greater view of myself(i have bad eye-sight)
lately i look horrible in every pictures i took...and worst still i look ugly and fat in some pictures that were taken by my friends...
(i always wonder why i don't look good in any of the candid shots)
i m sick with the look i have me on for 18 years already so i think is time that i change into a new look...
so the list of things that need a major changes in me are:
- my eyes
- my teeth
- my face
- my body
- my hair
before i turn 24 i ll make sure that i go for a eye laser,have braces if possible,any face slimming therapy,(if i can't get the ideal body i wanted till this age i ll go for a body slimming program),i ll perm my hair(or maybe make it wavy)
i can't style myself with my current look as i dont see the point of doing so as it makes no difference at all...ugly is still ugly u can't run away from it...
i ll definitely go for an eye laser operation...i may not know bout the pros and cons yet but i have heard a lot of successful operations by some of the opticians(dont know what are they called but they are eye doctors)
i hate my rabbit teeth i dont look nice when i smile...and i can tell that i look ugly whenever i open my mouth to talk....
i hate my stomach...people are saying that i look pregnant with my bloated stomach...don't u get offended when people said that to u??
my hair has nothing wrong but i m sick and bored with the only style i could have because of my stupid annoying round and bloated face...i have always wanted to wave it and keep it long...but with with the round face, i have to cut it off whenever i felt that my round face is getting more obvious...if you're always wondering why do i always have the side fringe with me always..yes let me tell u now is to cover and hide my BLOODY round face...
i dunno how i should end my post today...but i would like to stop here right now...
8:40 PM
