Sunday, February 21, 2010Y
i love my friends...but sometimes i dont understand them...what i meant is they can be nice to you today and turn their back to you the next day...scary isn't it??one thing i like about my blog is people don't visit my page so i can just let go here...^^since i cant let go to any1 so i ll just let it go here...if this can help i dont mind crapping here...haiz..where was i??yes friendship...i thought this person in my friendship ll be the friend that i could ever ask for...i thought this person ll be like a friend that i can trust,share my everything...but recently i found out that my thoughts are incorrect...and yes i dont doubt it anymore...why why all attention go to this person whether this person does something or not...why does this person gets all the credits whether this person commits or not...why does this person gets love even this person is not way better than me...i want to know...even it ll be harsh words or something that i think i cant accept it but if possible i want to change...i have trying to be another person but i dont think it is working...how can you possibly be somebody else when you are not suppose to be...but if i remain to be the boring me i ll remain a loser me...yes loser...haha i m a loser...see myself in the mirror everyday and got more disappointing by day and day...phooh!!!is so hard to express my feelings...i m glad the only non living thing that is willing to lend its ears is my only blog...i think this blog has become my friend...since i gave it my birthdate so i guess it is part of me too...
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